
Ahhhhh,,,,Lewis Carroll thank you for those lines! These lines have always resonated with me. "In the Summer when days are long, perhaps you'll understand the song." I like to say "In the Spring when things are green, I'll try and show you what I mean." I am an artist I can show you better than I can tell you. These lines make me feel so nostalgic, I guess we all go through these periods. I have so few friends only because I was that shy child that felt things too deeply but couldn't express them very well. Too shy to speak up! I could almost cry if you looked at me and saw me. I liked to be invisible, I tried to be invisible. I think that it's is ok most times I love to be alone, I crave it but during these nostalgic times I want to reach out to those I knew, to those that were in my life. To those I hurt but didn't understand at the time I was hurting them because I was so into my head, so into my self absorbed little world where make believe was reality, at least it was a more appealing reality, really an escape. So now it is the time in my life when my eyes are opening and I am getting older and it is harder to escape and now I need to face myself mostly that these lines ring true..."In the Summer when days are long perhaps you'll understand the song." I feel I am beginning to understand the song.
It is raining here in the Seattle area and of course that always adds to the inner drama, the memories, the nostalgia. I need to remind myself to be in the moment so I am getting this out here and now so that I can be in the moment and get back to the many creative projects I have in mind. Some of which make me think of Lewis Carroll's lines in Alice in Wonderland as I have made these things that remind me of "and Mimsy were the burroughgroves the momewraths outgrabe", or something like that (my Alice book is not at hand right now). I am calling these creations Mimsies, these are what mimsies are to me. I still have a few in progress, ready to paint up, I only have two at the moment but hope to get them to my etsy shop this coming month. I have had so much fun making them!
My computer is back and has more room, I just have to compress some images that I have and that should help increase the space. My son said that when people send me video attachments, e.g. The cute dualling kitties or the cute kid having a tantrum. When I opened them they would add attachments automatically and also added several viruses that were hogging up space. So he told me "DO NOT OPEN VIDEOS THAT PEOPLE SEND YOU, IF YOU HAVE TO SEE THEM JUST GO TO YOUTUBE AND LOOK THEM UP YOURSELF." So to all of you that have sent me cute videos before I will not be opening them, sorry but I need to have my computer at hand....lol, I know many of you know what I mean! Also, I will not be sending any cute videos, ok, I promise!